I´m done (2022)

I give up and let it go

fuck this shit and dramashow

no more fighting against myself

no more trying everything.

I give up and stay in bed,

watch TV, ignore my head

no more forcing to get up,

i resign and quit the job.

I´m done, trying to think positive

I´m done trying to improve my life

I´m done falling down and getting up

I´m done and I give up.

this

This.

you.

here.

will get me through,

when life sends me

loneliness and fights.

when a new beginning

only gets me where i started

and old memories keep coming up.

but this, you, here, united in agony,

shared and not alone.

this moment

will get me through.